Sunday, January 22, 2006
lol! huihui! don't kill yourself in the process ok? wish u god-speed in falling sick. and heal before CNY.
whhhheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*throws conffittee, blows those roll out roll in thingys and jumps around*
ladies and gentleman, beans and sprouts, cats and dogs.
I am hereby please to annouce.... that i have officially withdrawed from school as of today!
lol! bio partner! looks like i couldn't hang in there!
it was so stressful when i asked my mum. I could feel like face burning. like someone slapped those really hot granite rocks from the suana on my face. den i think i kinda stressed my mum out too cos' she went to the sofa and sit down. and she told my 2 sis and my bro "Your mui [younger sis] don't want to go school!"
you can imagine la! i was super super super stressed! my legs were going jelly! den it felt like it was my death sentence and my mum is like empress dowager and i was crowing before her.
and my siblings were the imperial officers. my siss were defending me and my bro against me. whoop! and the defence won!
oh. the ku ku thing is.... this morning i woke up. and i had flu!!! those really bad kinds. i think the cold showers worked... after 3 days. lol. i sneezed until i started having stomachache. and all these AFTER i got permission to withdraw from sch. -___________-||
waste my MC also.
the teacher asked me why i wanted to quit sch. i told him 'let's just say i don't belong here.' den he asked me to get this clearance form... and den...
8:20 - i go into general office and remembered to say Gd Morning! very loudly cos'
that time they were lecturing the whole sch abt rude ppl. I asked them for the
drop out form. [isn't that what it's called?] the lady told me it's by a blue
door behind the office.
8:30 - i've been to the blue door. checked thrice. and back. No more form! could i be
that unlucky? i inform the lady and she asks me to come back at 8:45 while she
goes and print more copies of the form. I go to the canteen and sit with my CG
My fren tries to convince me that i'm not fated to quit. But I am a determined
person! unwavered by such temptations! [at least for this kind of things]
8:55 - Well after 8.45. They should have enough time to zap those forms. I go to the
mysterious blue door. Nope. still no forms. I head back to office and asked
again. LUCKILY... it's a diff person. She points to a bow on the counter. I
look in... no form. She points to a rack on the counter and then said, "OH!
Drop out form ar? At the back!" so i explain to her there's no more form and
the other lady said she would print some. This lady says, "ok ok i remind them
"
9:?? - I look at the forms on the rack. one of them says Clearance form for leaving
St Andrew Junior College. Isn't that for me?! hey! all those kukus were
tryin to mislead me so that i don't leave sch huh! I meekly took one and
started filling it up. The lady returns and stares in shock. "Nooooo!! Not
this one la girl! The other one!" Die. I go into defence-mood:Blur. Using
my blurest face i said 'Huh... oh no... not this one meh?" "You want drop
subject right girl?" "no... i want to drop school." "orh... say mah. i
thought u want to drop subject! ya! this form!"
*phew!* The form apparently has soooo many componenets. i have to find the
librarian, get her signature and HOD of Science, my CT, the Operations
Manager who is a fierce old man and HOD of CCA. I decided to start with
library.
9:35 - i got the librarian's signature. Now it's HOD of Science. I call the teacher
from the staff room phone thingy. The list says 'HOD of Science - Mr Adbul
Mannan B Smthing Ibrahim' I'm confused for a moment. Should i say 'Gd Morning
Mr Adbul? or Mr Ibrahim?' They both sound equally weird. But Ibrahim sounds
weirder. He might think i'm calling his dad. I settled for Mr Adbul.
the phone continues to ring...
Mr Adbul sounds like his first name though... I can imagine him in the staff
room a few hours later telling the other teachers 'this blur J1 called me
Mr Adbul!'
I look at the list again. Mr Mannan sounds very correct! hm...
9:45 - phone cont' to ring.
Just nice I see a PE teacher heading this way. it's the HOD of CCA! whoop!
Before i can say anything, he stretches out his hand for my form and started
signing. Then i asked him if he could call Mr Mannan out for me and he looked
at me and said 'You're an arts student right? don't need to find him.'
9:50 - I feel so kukufied.
9:55 - I need to find the scariest person on my list. and the last. the OM. omg.
After a bit of waiting, i go into the office again. I see him! I say Gd Mornin
he frowns at me deeply. like i'm here because i broke some HUGE sch rule or
i'm so late that i only just arrived in sch. Luckily, the lady at the counter
has changed again and she knows wat to do with me. She hurriedly fill in my
form, sign here and there, ask me to sign. and Viola! i'm FrEE!!!
10:00 - Goes home and sleep.
toffee beans stick to teeth[11:01 PM]
Clara
21 Sep' 89
Cedar Girls' Sec
Cedar Guides
Temasek Design School
Hmm...
colours and non colours
Food! Pizza!
Milo addict!
Gaara
Music~world
drawing
slacking!
Eww...
chinese mushroom
prawns (unless they're cheese baked or cold prawn salad)
chrysanthamn tea
when the wind doesn't blow
hot dusty orange sunday afternoons with nothing to do
stuck in this world forever
wishin'
More sleep time!!!
holiday
a astronomical pocket watch
learn piano and guitar
draw like Wakaba, colour like Amano and handle photoshop like kagaya
sketch book
Apple Powerbook G4
Before i die...
see snow
see a sky choking with stars
have someone beside me who can tell me every single story behind the stars
lie on a grass slope and gaze at the cloudy sky
see shooting stars
see a wild meadow
see autumn
see a moon so huge it takes up the whole sky
see the northern lights
go Venice for Madi Gras Carnival
and finally... see the earth. from outer space.
DREAMER
by Michelle Keesling
I will not descend downward
Until after I have conquered that fear
Clasping stars within my hands
They shall not stray from my touch
I am a dreamer
My wings lie in my mind
Where they allow me to divide the clouds
As I ascend through their cotton-like tufts
One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow
It is filled with pure bliss and compassion
No one will ever be able to seize that from me
Although at times my eyes may look wounded
My strength has never fled
beanskin
*June 2005
*July 2005
*January 2006
*February 2006
*May 2006
*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*September 2006
*January 2007
*April 2007
*May 2007
*July 2007
*August 2007
*September 2007
*March 2009
Starbeans drinks milo with ice.
The butterflies in the birdcage will direct you to some banana pancakes.
Playing: Dreamsome - Shelby Lynnes - Bridget Jones' Diary II
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